how if ..

time past so fast
cann't come back to time in the past
even use the time machine
I want spend my time so slowly
enjoy everything happen to my life
even it hurt or maybe it's a nice memories
but in other side , I want the time past quickly
want to graduate soon ! But it just remember me that I must go

let's imagine now
what if I make that 30 days in a good situation ?
can I go with a good heart too ?
what if I make that 30 days in bad situation ?
maybe it will be easy to me , seems very easy to say goodbye .
But , is it what I want ?
It just 'what if'
just an ugly think in my head
sorry , I cann't stop counting and imagine . Huhuu