am I cruel ?

I don't want think about it now
I don't want you to know
if the time come and I feel ready to say it
I will say it to you
but not now , I cann't
am I cruel ?
I just want enjoy all the time with you
never think that I will leave as soon as possible
this is not my plan
but I must go
this is out of my plan
but I leave early
I'm sorry , I will tell it to you

soon !