Jogja to forget about ~

you can ask me the reason I went to Jogja more soon than my plan , people . yeah , surely I can say that Iwant forget about Malang even I miss it so much . I want forget about person who can makes me happy , in a fake ! I want release this feelings . "dengan semua ke-aku-anku aku melepasmu, bismillah" I have been one week here , want make my own schedule busy until I cann't thinking about him . much talking with my friend , he said that I can forget him , release him but I need more time . much time , maybe . the problem is just TIME !

I know you want release from me . and surely I say that I want release this feeling to you . I want release you too . so , it's fair if I release you and you release me from your life . isn't it ? you can open your heart to the other one and I will happy with my life here without thinking about you anymore :)

I want happ , for a real . you bring the happiness for me in a fake . you want me happy but you didn't happy beside me . how cruel I am ? I want you happy , and me too even we aren't together anymore . like you said . yes I can , it's my roght to be happy without you .

so , goodbye . I will realease you steb by step . I know it's hard for me .maybe went to Jogja like this could help me to make it easier . and I have lot of friend who can help me to not thinking about you anymore . you know I will always love you , love . I just saving you deep in my heart and closing it with other :)