new classic ~

yes , he's new classic . he's an old story and now he is growing inside , again . Dont know what to say , I just enjoy this feeling . And I don't know why this feel more than before .

I have been forgetting him , but I cann't . and I know I can't forget him for along time , ever . I cann't forget the way he move , how he breaking , the way he look at me , his text and what we did in the past . A nice memory with :)

 

sorry to say , I still loving him . Even he said "when I can stand by my self , you came back . now I cann't accept you . I cann't trust you anymore because you accept the another boy when I have been waiting you came back" I knew it hard to said , and it's very hurt . yeah , this my false . and now , I just want the trust come back . I effort for it ! even I must start from the beginning again . no matter I must waiting you an hour , a day , a month , even a year again . I still waiting . 

you said "I'm don't want hurt anymore" NO , I don't want hurt you ! even you dont care with anything that I care about you , I still care with you . I still make you trust with what I feel . I want make you smbile beside me , I want you by my side again . I don't care even I get many pain , much hurt . I'll do it for you like before . averthing for you , to make your lip smile again , for me .

You know I'm here for you  . open your eyes , open your heart . this feeling always yours . you know where I am if you need someone to feel pain together . hey new classic , see and feel how deep this love for you :)