a pair of

this my best capture
hope that step come to me
no problem , even
just one of his million steps

Get Remembered c:

the most unforgeting person to me was you..
the one who teach me how to loving person
the one who gave many lesson and positive side
the one which can be anything for me
and the one who I cann't touch but he always get place in this heart..

I miss you , Farrendi Avin Putra
and it's always been you that I miss since you gone but it unspeakable
even I don't say , you know I never forget you..
Will you visit me ?
Miss the way you make me calm with every hug and speak up about problems

hey Mr. Silent, you know so far I'm doing well..
But I think it's more well when you're beside me
I know it's impossible , I need you here..
Waiting you come here
and remember that you always have part in this heart . ALWAYS !
No one can change the way I feel and the way I love you..

I'm sleepy :z

in my class , sitting in my favorite chair near the window
the sun shining so brightly outside and the air so fresh
make me warm and cool
today the first day I get lesson after 4 days in holiday
every get lesson I feel so sleepy , like now
yeah , I always get sleep in class
don't care with the situation inside
it's easy to me to sleep and I don't know why ..
C'mon Sis , you're in third grade of vocational high
please be serious !

sitting around here

here I'm
at KCF coffee Sarinah Malang
in the center of my town , Malang
with Eureka Friends
Agus , Musili , Bonar , Peppy , and Zein
we are in the second floor
looking outside
the street is so busy
looking outside and you can see "Alun-alun Malang"
church in front of it
gramedia in front of KFC and other

this is my town
was born here and until now live in here
I'm 18 years old
and a few month later I will leave all in this town
gonna miss it so much guys
I will enjoy here
hope I can enjoy in Yogya next
I'm sure I will back to Malang
and see it all again ..
proud of my town , MALANG :D

unspeakable

for bee ..

good night bee , how's your day ?
I miss you , your handphone still in me
wohoooo cann't contact you :c

pake bahasa indonesia aja ya , biar enak
postingnya gapake mikir ini bahasa inggrisnya apa , hehe
mungkin kamu gak pernah buka blog ku
eh bentar-bentar , pernah nggak kamu buka blogku ?
aduh malu aku ntar kalo kamu pernah buka
this site full of you , uhh *blushing*

unspeakable , yeah
aku mungkin (masih) nggak ngomongin ini sama kamu
rasanya gimana gitu kalo mau ngomong
kalo rang jawa sih bilangnya "nelongso"
apa ya bahasa indoesianya ? kasian mngkin ..

inget waktu kita lagi perjalanan ke dome
kamu tanya sesuatu yg buat aku bingung ?
"mee , gimana rasanya kalo kamu ketemu smaa temen TK mu"
awalnya aku bigung , kok tiba2 banget kamu tanya kayak gitu
pasti ada apa2 ini kalo kamu tanya gini .
pake gamau cerita lagi awalnya , ngeselin banget jadi orang
tapi aku sayang *alah*

trus waktu pulang akhirnya kamu cerita
"gimana besok2 kalo kita ketemu , apa bakalan kayak yg kamu bilang"
ternyata ini toh yg kamu pikirin
aku aja gak sampai mkir kayak gitu bee , maaf
tapi kamu ternyata udah mikirin gimana jadinya nanti kalo kita pisah
jujur aku masih gamau pisah sama kamu. tapi harus
fiuh

aku balik tanya ke kamu, emang kamu maunya kita pisahnya gimana
aku sedih hey waktu kamu bilang "setiap orang juga pasti gak pengen pisah"
aku gak bisa ngomong apa2 waktu itu
bener2 aget sama jawaban kamu bee
dan waktu itu aku cuma pengen peluk kamu
lebih erat lagi ..
maafin aku , aku gamau pisah . tapi aku emang harus pergi
makasih buat kamu yang udah berbesar hati dan gak egois
ngebiarin aku pergi karena aku punya cita ..
aku yakin kamu syaang sama aku bee , makasih :)

kita pikirin itu nanti , yang aku tau sekarang
kamu ada disamping aku dan kamu punyaku
begitu pulsa sebaliknya ..

am I cruel ?

I don't want think about it now
I don't want you to know
if the time come and I feel ready to say it
I will say it to you
but not now , I cann't
am I cruel ?
I just want enjoy all the time with you
never think that I will leave as soon as possible
this is not my plan
but I must go
this is out of my plan
but I leave early
I'm sorry , I will tell it to you

soon !

strange :s

post this in my bf school
feel strange
everybody look at me
or it just my feel ?
*lol

first , I just joke said that I wanted to accompany him practicing breakdance
then he came to my house and picked me up
and now , here I am
at SMAN 2 Malang
he practiceand me ?
just browsing . hehe

miss the moment follow him to his school like this
in a few month again , I will leave
leave all this usualysm
uhh , leave this my town too

freeze

your love, your body

cann't be mine forever
but I will freezing you in photo

hey , welcome march

today , second day in march

many words that I cann't say

february was left , and I don't want remember that month anymore

so many pain , hurt , cried , it's about love and freindship

feel so dark , and I cann't find the light

because my light was gone , and I couldn't find it

february full of lied , yes of course !

the guy who I loved was lied to me ..

but I still love him , with all hurt , pain and love

thankyou february , you teach me very well

so many things I can learn in that month

and welcome march

I want a new hope , a new life better than february

final exam more closer and I must prepare everything

wanna leave this town soon

but I feel so confused

sorry , it's a terrible feel

this post is so complicated

I'm sorry reader

I'm so messy

march , please be nice to me

to all people that I love

I want happiness in this month

and all people around me feel it too

thanks God , you still believe me to send me beside him

until now and I hope long last :)

and Thankyou for you bee , more than one year you beside me

you !

it always been you