like a flower

flower need branch , flower need leaf
flower need land , flower need water
without it all it can life
I need you,
I still can life even without you
life must go on
but I miss you so
and I love you ..

wednesday morning

today is wednesday , december 15 on 2010
the wind blow slowly
the sun isn't shine brightly
because the sky is clowdy
but temperature was hot

I have English examination today
I didn't study very hard
don't know why
just couldn't study seriously
cann't stop thinking about you
if the situation is silent
sorry boy , I cann't handle this it
too much love you

always here , deep

I never want anything more than now what I feel
I never thought that it will be difficult like now
something was missing
something was change
something was different , and
there is someone I cann't touch now

regreting was not strong enough to make it all come back
it near to impossible to make you believe again
and finally , I decided to make a stupid decission ,
to leave you ..

it more hard lie to yourself than to another
it not easy to told you that I tired to waiting you , you don't know it's a lie
I just want bother you life
and the fact , I'm still here to waiting you
still saved you picture and look it when I miss you
still care about you from the distance
and I still have special feeling for you

hey b , I fucking love you even I hate to know that I told lie to you .
Sorry :c

getting sick :c

I got sick , this body was not delicious .
feel not good to doing anything
food seem not delicious
just can sleep on my bed
but I still can play UNO with my friend :D
and now I post this in Eureka
hehe , I don't want just stayed at home
so boooooooooooooooring you know
if I together with my friends this sick is forgetted ..

I stayed far from my home , my mother , my father
even my family .
no one can take care of me
I do it by my self
so , GET WELL SOON TO ME :)

I love you so :)

ELMO :D

d a m n !

why this provider didn't understand !
being angry if message to you didn't send , pending .
I just want to say something that I cann't hold on .
maybe I feel satisfied if I said to you , but again and again this provider didn't friendly
just want to say that ...



I MISS YOU SO , B :)

what I found in 'Sunday Market'

what I found when I walked with my bestfriend on "Pasar Minggu" about one month ago .
some of many pictures I captured and retouching with all effect I can mix ..

all about my brother and his girlfriend

when my brother ask me to retouch his pict with girlfriend

h e l l o d e c e m b e r :)

HELLO DECEMBER !
thanks for Allah give a long age to me
so , I can meet my december again .

this day is december first on 2010
29 to my day , day when I was born
in fact I hate to be old :(
in other side I'm glad because I still alive
to meet my family , to play with my friends
together we make story :D

hate to know that this month will end soon
I feel 2010 past very quickly
so , COMPETENCE EXAM AND FINAL EXAM is coming !
uuuuuuuuuh , scared but we cann't cheat it ..

I hope my december be nice
for me , you , my friends , and to you readers :D